The end that is not an end!

   Hey my beautiful people, i was expecting to be crying now, but i guess im dealing with all these changes better that i expected...

   Today was my official last day at the kindergarden... :( I am really sad because i dont get to hang out and work with amazing kids and people every ingle day... but if its worted... i have wonderful friends, that i will forever visit and care about. 

   I am happy because the changes that are coming are definitly for the best, but i am sad at the same time because i am going to stop doing something that i love... and since i have 2 wonderfull people working with me... Maive and Kadri... Thank you from the bottom of my heart... for everything you did for me and with me... Thank you for all the Laughs, the amazing talks, the funny jokes, every moment working with you girls is pure joy! And since i behaved nicely during these 8 months, today i had the joy to go to the zoo with the amazing angels that were with me during these journey! Here are a few pictures! :) 

I will for sure keep writting on the blog, about everthing i like and feel, this was an amazing experience...

Kisses

Sara

Hello everyone!

   After quite busy months... i finally sit down and said to myself: Thats it! You are writting on your blog today! It has been to long!

   I am tremendly sorry to who follows me, or likes to read... i just have been avoiding the inevitable... avoiding all this rush of feelings that have been last couple of months... since my birthday, my notion of time completely altered, and i finally saw myself almosth at the end of the EVS Service... :( 

   That's it, i thought that not writting about it would be better, but pushing all that i am feeling in, is no good, EVS was a wonderfull experience, it is finishing yes, but i would do it all over again, i got friends for life, a whole new prespective of life, new ideas, inspirations and dreams. 

   One of the dreams was to be able to stay in Estonia after the EVS, i am happy to inform you all, that i will stay, yes! I did it! After 2 long months that seemed to no finish at all!!! I found apartment, job and everything i needed to manage to stay. 

   I was also able to colaborate with two other volunteers, and organize an exhibition with children drawings, about what makes them happy :) It's called Source of Happiness and the opening was yesterday, for those who are intrested, its in Mäsu Gallery in Tööstuse 1, in Kalamaja. It will be there untill the 29 of this month. For more informations you can contact the event on facbook, here is the link: 

                           https://www.facebook.com/events/1406481259675822/

   

   They where two months full of activities... I will leave some pictures for you to see... 

   Hope you enjoy.

   Kisses

   Sara

Missing Home...

   Yap guys... it is being a beutifull and unique experience to be here... but... i am really missing home. 

    Latelly it has been hard, i was sick during all Easter, and it was very hard to not be abble to eat, smell, or do something that i used to do at home... 

    I guess that i am more sentimental because my birthday is coming... and its the very first year i spended away from home, away from my family, friends and beautifull island... 

    They want me to do a presentation about Madeira, on my birthday, and i am already seing the tears, because i really miss that sea, that nature, that people!!! The food, my cats!! But i also love Estonia!!! Difficult...no? 

      I really want to stay here, but i also want to kill this feeling that is to miss like razy my home country...What to dooooo????

Kisses,

Sara

Estonia, I really love you!

I guess i've been having one of those writers block, i don't know what to write...

Things have been going so well... i love what i am doing, and now... the clock is ticking and i don't want to go away! i love all of the people that i am working with, the children...

I love the feeling of being needed, the laughs, the hugs, the drawings that they give me, and that really show that they care and really like me...

We continue to do really cool stuff ... i am really proud of my angels for being such amazing people!

So this is what we have been doing! Hope you guys like!

Kisses,
Sara

Cupcakes for Valentine's Day, i've realised that did not posted the pictures, they were delicious!

Yummi!!!

Heart for Valenti's Day, made with paper roled in Barbecue sticks, i love the result!

Made by: Muumid and Pailaps classes

Party of Valentines Day for bouth of the groups: Muumid and Pailaps :)

One of my Valentines Day gift... For me the one with most meaning... from one of my tutors and awesome friend! Kadri :)

Theater play :)

Drawings from my beautifull angels :) really artistics! :)

All the flowers made by me :) 

Aurora Borealis :) The most beautifull thing you can see :) 

Here i am again...

    Hey guys!

    So... it has been a hell of a month... lots of activities, and running from a place to another... the last weeks, have been chalenging... i don't even know why... this week im in Harju, to a mid-term training... for volunteers, and it was really cool untill now, but yesterday my world kind of crushed all at once. 

    The problem with a perfeccionist person (like me), is that, if you actually fail... it's so frustrating in so many ways... i actually did what i had to do! I finished! A hike of more than 8km... with ice, snow, swamps, etc... i went because i thought that maybe... i can do it... i cried half of the way, and was almost caried true that half also, my legs just bail on me... it was not a pleasent feeling, it wasnt happy, i cant even talk about it, because i feel that if i really do it, i start to cry again... but well... at least tomorow im back home... 

   I just thank so much to the people that supported me... i would probably feeding the bears right now if they gave it up on me, but they didn't... 

  Recovering from my legs, because they are not good at all, i can barely walk... but some how i manage... 

I'll try to be more present here!!! 

Promiss!

Kisses,

Sara